One of the incorrect assumptions people have about evolution is that it is a modern idea. Like almost everything about evolution, this is also not true.
I was informed that in some of the old pantheon’s, the gods themselves came from a sort of primordial soup. Darwin’s ideas were just an intellectual rehash of ancient religious philosophy. When you dig deep enough, you discover that all ideas about origins are beliefs. In fact, everything that we think ends up being faith. Just as yourself “why” enough times about anything. Even those who claim to believe in naturalism have to ask “why” they believe in naturalism.
You are not a fool to believe in something that cannot be scientifically proven. Most scientists believe in love. They also believe in hope, even if it is only for their next paycheck. The fool is the one who believes he isn’t believing.
I wanted to let you know that I plan to drop the price on my Kindle book “183 Days in John” for the next week, starting tomorrow.